Monday, June 27, 2011

Life is both a Major and a Minor key

And here I am, making some music.

It's too early to claim anything, but you can now have a listen to my self-produced track at

I am ecstatic to be given the opportunity to be part of Trancignal Studios (TS), consist of DJ GotJo, DJ Dax, DJ Sunday, Dot^3 and yours truly, BudakNakal.

Who are those other four? You will know.

As of now, check this one out.

Monday, June 6, 2011

That kind of man.

In a brief conversation, a woman asked a man she was pursuing the question:

"What kind of man do you want to be?"

He sat quietly for a moment before looking her in the eye and asking, "Do you really want to know?"

Reluctantly, she said, "Yes."

He began to expound:

"As a man in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a woman what can I do for you that you cannot do for yourself?

I can pay the bills. I take care of the household without the help of any woman.... or man for that matter.

I am in the position to ask, "What else can I bring to the table?"

The woman looked at him. Clearly she thought that he was referring to money.

He quickly corrected her thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. I need something more."

"I need to be a man who is striving for excellence in every aspect of life."

She sat back in her chair, folded her arms, and asked him to explain.

He said:

"I need to be someone who is striving for excellence mentally because I need conversation and mental stimulation. I cannot be a simple-minded man.

I need to be someone who is striving for excellence spiritually because I don't need to be unequally yoked. Believers mixed with unbelievers is a recipe for disaster.

I need to be a man who is striving for excellence financially because I don't need a financial burden.

I need to be someone who is sensitive enough to understand what a woman go through as a woman, but strong enough to keep her grounded.

I need to be someone who has integrity in dealing with relationships. Lies and game playing are not my idea of a strong man.

I need to be a man who is family-oriented. The one who can be the leader and provider to the lives entrusted to me by God.

I need to be someone who respects his woman. In order to be the leader, I must earn her respect.

I cannot be a leader to a woman who does not respect me.

I have no problem respecting a woman, she just has to be worthy.

And by the way, I am not looking for her. She will find me. She will recognize herself in me. She may not be able to explain the connection, but she will always be drawn to me. God made man to be a leader for woman. I can't guide a woman if I can't guide myself."

When he finished his spill, he looked at her.

She sat there with a puzzled look on her face.

She said, "You expect a lot."

He replied, "I'm worth a lot."

Then he asked her, "Now, what kind of woman do you want to be?"

Dem yuh!

Saturday, June 4, 2011

What's worse is that I'm beating myself up for not being the man I should have been. My heart is aching because of my own fault. Sleepless nights and losing appetite is a bad, bad combo. Actually I refuse to eat, I think by doing that I'll lose interest on other things too such as music. It's working.

What the fuck am I talking about here

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Friday, June 3, 2011

Fak yuh.

Apparently I can't say anything I want in my own Twitter. It shows my weakness, and people are looking. Good reason to stop.

So this is my blog and I can say whatever the fuck I want to say.

Oh, suddenly I have to be a YES man? Suddenly I have to conform to every bullshits you tried to feed me?

Being selfless is too much taxing and the toll is unreasonably expensive.

I'm a positive person. But when I bitch about something/someone, I'm being positive about it/them. See what I mean?

I'm tortured, I'm torn, I'm shattered. My wound is so deep you'd think it's a Black Hole.

But I'll heal, and when I am, I'll eat Beef Wellington.

Got beef?

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